Calling Home (May 13, 2007)

Well, I have to say that this was a great morning for me. Even though, I wasn't able to post this blog entry immediately, I had an awsome time this morning. I got up at about 5:00 am and started getting my computer equipment ready. By 5:30 am I was out at the beach and all set up. With a little help from that awsome CCF staff, I got my computer connected to the Sunday morning service at home. I had great video feed from the service, but could only pick out parts of the sound. None-the-less it was awsome for me. I felt like I was actually there and a part of the service. I almost forgot that I was standing on the beach with the sun rising over the mountain behind me. I really don't know how to describe the experience I had this morning. It was amazing to be here on the beach, but at the same time, my spirit was just simply lifted up by the opportunity to spend a little time with my "family". I have to say that I began to have a new appreciation for the Biblical mandate to "forsake not the assembling of yourselves together". I have heard people say that God called them to separate from the church and just do their own thing with him. After my experiences the last 3 weeks, I simply can't believe this. It has been nice to have quiet time with our family and with the Lord, but being a part of our fellowship (even through video) this morning made me realize just how much strength I draw from the body of Christ. I know that pastors often spend their time giving of themselves and that it can be draining (for me it has been just that for many reasons), but I don't really believe that it is the Body itself that causes the drain. I actually realized that the Body gives as well. when a pastor burns out, it is as much his/her own responsibility as it is the rest of the Body. I now realize that it is essential for me to seek out the rest that I need, as much as it is my responsibility to help equip the Body. If these two areas can be in balance, then ministry can be more effective.Those are my thoughts for now, stay tuned for all new episodes to come.